I've lost myself

How ironic as I walk by many stores,
I see words that only encourage me,
I could only see words of my thought I've been asking lately,
People around so rush, why I'm alone walking slowly?

Silence has come into my life,
I can't speak no more,
Even a simple question, I can't even answer,
People around seem so loud, why I'm alone so quiet?

As I'm driving on my way home,
On my favorite radio station,
I could only hear songs with many words,
People around are touched somehow or another, why I'm so lonely.

I'm lost at nowhere,
Only heaven knows where is my confidence went,
I've fight until I've lost myself,
Look I'm not good enough,
I guess I'm a boy at a sideline,
I'm could support and hope for the best for you,
But I can never get close enough to you...