My companionship

This is my 3rd year in for my Telecommunication Engineering course and things are getting tougher. Now I truly understand why our wiser and older friends said we must score as in get 1st class because the 1st two year the subject we studied were basic, theoretical, and the things we studied were long time ago. Now the subjects are more to application.... It's so damn hard O_0

For the past 3 years, the coloured have been my companionship....

This is my 2nd trimester in 3rd year degree. The study weeks are only 8 weeks and next week 4

already and everyone are having their midterm. Now I want to wish all my friends....

Now need to study for my midterm already and my level 4 JLPT(Japanese Language Proficiency Test)

The 3 Stages of Neurological Attack from Java Technology

This post is specially dedicate for Java and no other than Java...

I'm going to write about the experiences I've gone though with this subject on my previous trimester.

I'm glad I've passed the subject with the grade higher than I expected

Wohoo!!

I may sound exaggerating in this post but it's true for most of my classmates in my University who took this subject will gone though this 3 stages. I don't know how other University had been through this 3 stages or not because it also influences by the lecturer himself or maybe we engineering student are just Java programming noobs. The 3 stages we had gone through has an official name:

The 3 Stages of Neurological Attack from Java Technology

Stage 1 - HAMMERED

The very 1st day of this subject when the lecturer 1st introduction of this subject he have already

'Hammered' us about how hard is this subject. If I can remember, he told us 70% of the total

people in this class will fail this subject in the end of this trimester.We like WHAT?! don't care!
It is our 3rd year in degree and usually prerequisite subject lecturer usually 'Hammered' us but
we manage to go though without going though 'Screwed' then 'Shit!' but we never knew writing
Java programming language is hard to write. Then he also ask to drop this subject if you feel
you cannot understand this subject... WTF!? Finally to finish up his introduction, he present us
his "Just Do It" motto where he taught us what we cannot write stop us from what we can write
and his "Just Do It" graph... Do you get what I mean get picture?? number of student at the
y-axis and grades(A-F) at the x-axis.

Stage 2 - SCREWED

After our brain being 'Hammered' by his beautiful introduction, the word in your thought will
strike 'Screwed' are we taking the correct subject? Since that day our life is pretty 'Screwed' up
until we we finish our final. Imagine you have 3 midterms and each of the midterms you failed
miserable I mean bad as low as 5/15. It is a exam to test how low you can go not how high you
can go... 'SCREWED'. Any how we have the determination to hold on despite the difficulties.
In the end it paid off. I'm glad.

Then, we are constantly 'Hammered' and 'Screwed' by the lecturer during the lecture class like
Java languages like boolean, String, JButton etc etc etc...

Stage 3 - SHITTED

Finally I shall explain the the meaning of 'Shitted'. After being 'Hammered' and 'Screwed' in
lecture class, we have to 'Shitted' those Java languages in our tutorial class or we attempted
any Java tutorials given by the lecturer. Then we continue 'Hammered' and 'Screwed' ourself in
lecture class. Then, 'Shitted' again for tutorials. Worse come to worse when we have to take
our midterms. The chapters accumulate for each midterm we are taking and we 'Shitted' even
hard to fill into sheet of papers.

At the end of the day our brain suffers The 3 Stages of Neurological Attack from Java
Technology. We are constantly 'Hammered', 'Screwed' and finally 'Shitted' very hard by the
subject but I guess I can pass this subject all thanks to my assignment and pure determination
and 'Just Do It'.

I hope next trimester no more programming subject, phobia already and hopefully no more eye

popping subjects.

Carrie Underwood - Home Sweet Home

You Know I’m A Dreamer
But My Heart’s Of Gold
I Had To Run Away High
So I Wouldn’t Come Home Low
Just When Things Went Right
It Doesn’t Mean They Were Always Wrong
Just Take This Song
And You’ll Never Feel
Left All Alone

Take Me To Your Heart
Feel Me In Your Bones
Just One More Night
And I’m Comin’ Off This
Long & Winding Road

I’m On My Way
Well, I’m On My Way
Home Sweet Home
Tonight, Tonight
I’m On My Way
I’m On My Way
Home Sweet Home

You Know That I Seem
To Make Romantic Dreams
Up In Lights, Fallin’ Off
The Silver Screen

My Hearts Like An Open Book
For The Whole World To Read
Sometimes Nothing
Keeps Me Together
At The Seams

I’m On My Way
Well, I’m On My Way
Home Sweet Home
Tonight, Tonight
I’m On My Way
Just Set Me Free
Home Sweet Home

Uhmmm, I’m On My Way, Yeah
I’m On My Way
Home Sweet Home

Yeah…, I’m On My Way
Just Set Me Free
Home Sweet Home.

I hate love but still...I'm in love

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so
vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it
means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up
all these defenses, you build a whole suit of armor, so that nothing
could hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other
stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... you give them a piece
of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like
kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love take hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you
crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like "maybe we should be
just friends" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your
heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I
hate love."

Wohoo~ I'm so mess up.
It seem like everyone down one paper and many more to go. Me? I have my first paper tomorrow morning and many more paper to go. Damn it!! Good luck to everyone having exams.

Evertthing will be just fine

For the past entire April of this, I don't have a chance to be me. I've so determine for something until I've forgotten my dignity and her freedom....
So now I've to say....

Everything will be fine...

Even though I've to lie to everyone including me.
I can't handle too many things now where my heart and soul is not with me...
Sometimes, no matter how carefully you plan your playlist, there is no right track for what awaits you

I confess...

Lately I've fall in love with someone. As many of you people notice, I've been writing sad poem, love poem, romantic poem, suicide poem, poem, whatever poem... Seriously when comes to this type of thing I really know how to express my feelings into poem only. If you ask me to confess, I'm too nervous to say those words, in the end all blank. All I can say is 'eeuuUuu'(you in nervous way). Too bad she doesn't want it...

But lately I've been trying on the other people...

I've tried on tomato head


I even tried to turn myself into GAY


But all I can say that none of them really fit the empty space that you left in my heart when you are not around. I really miss you. When can I go out with you again??

P/S: All this is make up story

Midterm Break

Wishing all my Multimedia Uni friends a happy midterm break. Though it just a very short break, I'm going take plenty of rest from the my non-stop heart pounding(seriously damn kan-chiong, it will make you get on the edge of your seat if you watch it live), lack of sleep(it will make you miss your bed more than ever), mind blowing(my thoughts were lost in space) kinda of life for almost 2 month. Yeah! after all that happened in my event, come next was my midterm test. It feels like finals...
Despite all those things I've went through in my event, I really enjoy organizing event with those friends throughout the entire week the event is running on. The experiences I accumulated all this year were different when I am really facing the problem first hand...

I have learned alot...

Mistake

There are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and say 'Yep, that was a mistake.' So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake, because then you'd go your whole life not knowing if something is a mistake or not.

Err...Just Blabing

As the year of the rat draws toward the end, I'm ready for the year of the golden ox. Many things I'm looking forward to experience and see on what I've plan and what have in store in me.

What Chinese New Year always remind me?

1. Big Ang Pow. (Dad's big bonus)
2. Big family reunion.
   
3. Friends Reunion.
4. The Foods. (We'll never starve in Chinese New Year)
   
5. My Birthday. (I'm 21 this year...Damn!)