I’m so lost without you.

I’m so lost...
Not knowing what to believe.
Not knowing who to believe.
Not knowing which path to take.
Not knowing who to trust.

I’m so confused...
With the lies from everyone.
With the fake smiles on their faces.
With the truth hidden inside of me.
With the fraud of myself.

I’m so depressed...
But I'll make it through.
But I miss you!!
But I want you back.
But how do I survive?

I’m so dead...
No body notices me.
No body can understand.
No body put me under the spell I'm under now.
No body will be alive.

I’m so scared...
Of loosing you for good.
Of fears that will haunt me forever.
Of tears of blood coming from my heart.
Of losing my life because of others love.

I don’t want to live.
I don’t want to die.
I don’t know what to do.

I’m so lost without you.

P/S: I really don't who to trust. I really don't know what to do. Seriously I feel so heavy. I really feel so sorry for everything I've done to you.